December 2025
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Waiting. Healing. Confession.
Psalm 40 | Isaiah 38:1-5,21-22 | Matthew 16:13-28 This afternoon, as I sit through three and a half hours of dialysis, I find myself living inside the words of Psalm 40, Isaiah 38, and Matthew 16. The psalmist’s waiting is my waiting: tethered to the machine, I wait, and yet I trust that God bends… Continue reading
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Feast. Joy. Song.
On Gaudete Sunday, the rose candle glows as Isaiah’s feast, Mary’s song, and Christ’s assurance weave together—joy breaking into waiting, light shining within the shadows. Continue reading
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Awkward. Risk. Grace.
A meditation on queer trust and divine presence, sparked by a motorbike ride in Pillion. Continue reading
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Mercy. Foundation. Grace.
A week’s end reflection on prayer, stability, and sustaining compassion… Continue reading
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Autistic. Gay. Creative.
When I first began writing, I often wondered if my voice would ever find a home. As an autistic, gay writer, the world sometimes felt like it was asking me to shrink, to smooth out the edges of difference. Yet writing became the place where those edges could shine—where difference wasn’t something to hide, but… Continue reading
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Pancakes. French. Love.
This morning began with the smell of batter sizzling on the pan, golden circles stacked high and served with a smile. Tonight, the day closed with sugared French toast, crisp at the edges and soft at the centre, made with the same care. It’s not just about the food — though it’s delicious — it’s… Continue reading
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Trust. Table. Calm.
A hymn of fear met with trust, bread shared in fellowship, and storms stilled by Christ. Continue reading
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Tune. Text. Together.
A creative reversal: words become music, music becomes words. Continue reading
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Children. Presence. Church.
A toddler’s wave across the pews reminds us: children are not tomorrow’s Church, but today’s living witness. Continue reading
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Shoots. Rain. Tunics.
From stump to shoot, from rain to renewal, from tunic to dignity—God’s mercy clothes us in hope. Continue reading
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Tune. Word. Hymn.
A friend wrote a tune—words were needed. Appleton became a hymn of Creator, Christ, Spirit. Continue reading
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Ambulance. Care. Trust.
During dialysis this morning I experienced chest pain and difficulty breathing. I’ve been placed on oxygen and dialysis was stopped so I can be checked out. An ambulance has been called. I ask for your prayers and a little extra grace today. Continue reading
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Rescue. Renewal. Radiance.
Evening Prayer readings: Psalm 40 | Isaiah 44:1-8 | Revelation 21:9-21 Tonight we are invited into a rhythm of grace: lifted from places of struggle into steadiness, refreshed with life where weariness lingers, and drawn toward a horizon of light that cannot fade. Evening prayer becomes a gentle surrender into this arc, a laying down… Continue reading
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Reading. Reflection. Renewal.
📖✨ One of my Christmas gifts was Doorways to the Sacred: Developing Sacramentality in Fresh Expressions of Church. I tend to open parcels as they arrive rather than wait for the big reveal, so this book has already found its way into my hands. After the recent Church of Ireland Pioneer Gathering, I’ve been reflecting… Continue reading
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Silence. Signs. Presence.
Dialysis as oratory: silence, signs, and the courage of presence Continue reading
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Restore. Belong. Endure.
A cry for renewal, a call to community, a promise of peace that holds us together. Continue reading
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Guardian. Memory. Grace.
A dragon’s gentle nudge turns duty into grace—Cary reminds us that care can be playful. Continue reading
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Seeds. Scars. Solidarity.
In the grain of wheat, in the dialysis chair, in the scars of memory — prayer becomes fruit. Continue reading
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